Crappy Moments

What's with the title?
Well, I'm a bit on the emotional stage this days. Can't help it since I've been away for 6 months. I'm still a bum, unemployed, I'm getting fatter each day, I hate what happened to my hair, I miss my friends, and I don't know what's on the mind of every single person I'm with right now.. my life started to suck from the moment I stepped on this desert land called the "City Of Gold".
It's a curse I tell you. I tried everything I could like get a job but I guess some were just not right for me. I'm a tough one but there are days that I really break down and I don't know what to do and who to turn to. I know that God is there but there are more people who really needs his help.

Life is really gaining on me.
I'm getting older as the days go by.
People change but some don't.
Adjustments are needed.
Internet as your bestfriend.
Problems to absorb most days.
Change in my wallet.
Silent times.
It sucks!

Driving is the only thing that I do now and it's the only time that I guess that I can be me.
I'm thankful that I was given an opportunity to learn something that I should have learned a long time ago. At that time I'm able to socialize with different types of people, different personalities, different nationalities. Forget everything and be yourself.

I'm also thankful coz I was able to find old friends that I have not seen for over 10 years and yes, I'm starting to be happy!

Everything has it's reasons. No matter how much you complain, it's already on your book called "Life". Take it all and live it! In due time, everything will be at place.