these RANDOM thoughts

Amateur

2010-11-17T21:09:00.000-08:00

It's been 6 mos since I bought my New Cam but I guess I had no time to take Photography lessons. So, I'm like doing everything by myself. It's kinda funny since my model is always my frog plushie. But I still need to figure out a lot of things, reading is not enough.

I had Gokou to join in the club too. Hehe

I had a nice view of the sun and with some over-looking part of Dubai.

Dante's Inferno

2010-07-07T01:25:00.000-07:00

Fun Times!

It's a good thing that my older brother went home to the Philippines for a vacation because I get to play with the Playstation 3 anytime I want.

And It's not that he doesn't want me to play and that I have my PSP, it's just that ALL of us uses it and that would include my 2 older brothers, my nephew and my dad who are with me here in Dubai.

Ok, Dante's Inferno?

I'm not yet done playing it but it's awesome and it's not even complicated. I absolve more than I punish because the abilities on his Holy side is better. I've been playing for 3 days now, my gameplay is only 2-3 hours because I still have work the following day. I'm very well disciplined when it comes to gaming and my priorities.

Anyway, I'm glad I got my hands on this game because it's actually banned here in the Middle East. Probably because it's concept is Hell and it involves a lot of Nudity, profanity and violence. Same as God of War 3 and Heavy Rain but we got em all thanks to my brother. I have the Animated feature too but the game is way better.

Cosplay!

2010-06-16T02:58:00.001-07:00

I really love it if I discover stuff that I should have discovered a long time ago.

What do I mean?

Check out this two cosplayers. I did not realize that they were both Filipino's and I'm very proud of that because just like Manny Pacquiao and Charice they carry the Pride.

Speaking of this two lovely cosplayers, the one on top is Alodia Gosiengfiao. I'm at awe everytime I see her especially if she's doing her cosplays because it's so rare to find a gorgeous cosplayer in our country and to top it all off she's famous in and out of the country. A little info about her is she graduated in Ateneo de Manila which is a very prestigous university in the Philippines, the home of the Blue Eagles and the home of my basketball matinee idol Cris Tiu. Plus she has a sister who cosplays too, her name is Ashley. Alodia also plays the piano, her sketches are great, she's a gamer and the best part is she's geeky which I find very attractive, it means she's a fun person to be with and not a bitch.

If you want to find out more about her just check her here:

http://blackmage9.deviantart.com or alodiagosiengfiao.com

Next would be, Jin Joson, the one on the bottom. Rejoice Yaoi fans because this fella is an artist when it comes to Yaoi stuff and recreating the all-time SasuNaru dream pair. Now, don't be mistaken. This person is actually a girl and not a guy. It was hard to believe at first because she did a hell of a good job cosplaying guys most especially Naruto, Kenshin and Ichigo of Bleach, I was like "What the.." and the stints with Sasuke was jaw-dropping, she's so cool. Oh well, she's famous now and the important thing is, she exist. All I know about her is, she has the best cosplay group, she's a really good photographer and she's obviously smart not only because she graduated from the University of the Philippines.

If you wanna find out more just check this link:

http://behindinfinity.deviantart.com

Goin' Gaga Over Gaga

2010-05-25T10:10:00.000-07:00

Lady Gaga is definitely the new Madonna in these era. But Madonna is Madonna no matter what or who comes along. She may be over 50 years old but she can still kick ass in the dance floor, sings great and is definitely hot for her age.

As for Gaga, she's unique in music and style, she has personality, she's hot for being bi and she's a performer. I adore her coz she thinks being weird is cool and theirs nothing to be embarrassed about, I love how open she is, I love her Music videos, her live performances and I loved her interviews with Ellen Degeneres. She leaves a smile on my face. Hope she does a concert here.

Nikon D3000

2010-05-25T04:19:00.001-07:00

Just 1 month to go and I can get a hold of this Camera, a Nikon D3000. I'm not really a photographer but I intend to learn. This is the most suitable DSLR camera for me coz I'm just a beginner.

I used to take a lot of random pictures with my Sony Cybershot Cam which I usually enjoy and I decided I should take it to the next level.

Imeem Account

2010-05-19T22:29:00.000-07:00

I still can't believe that Imeem is gone and joined forces with MySpace. I loved my account in Imeem.

I used most of my time making it look good for people and I upload a lot of stuff there.

Music, Photos, Videos, Manga, and I was blogging there too. I was even a moderator in one of the groups.

I really Miss it. Dunno their reasons but I ain't gonna sign-up with MySpace. It's facebook for me.

Megan Fox

2010-05-19T22:08:00.000-07:00

Who would not fall with a babe like Megan Fox?

Even before Transformers she was already a babe but thanks to that we get to see her a lot. From Maxim covers and Armani Posters, etc.

One glance at her and your jaws will drop. I envy every freaking cast of Jennifer's Body coz they get to kiss her, even Needy(Amanda Seyfried).

I'm a little weirded with her personality but what can I say? Despite that, she's a real beauty.

Dubai

2009-10-12T02:43:00.001-07:00

It's not the Middle East without the desert right? This is the view you'll get to see if your in for a ride on a desert safari.

The Most expensive hotel, The Burj Al Arab.

Goodness. You couldn't get in unless you have not less than 1 Million $'s in your pocket and you have a chauffer driving a White Phantom Rolls Royce or you fly-in in a helicopter.

Though I am rather, very curious what lies inside. They say the walls are made of Gold.

A view from our balcony. Too bad I don't have a picture dated 10 years ago because it was hell a lot different from before than today.

See Burj Khalifa? The pointy one. It's the tallest building in the World.

Let's Fly!

2009-10-10T03:45:00.000-07:00

This is it! A start of a new life and it starts once I board inside the airplane and it's not this one, it was Cathay Pacific. This photo was taken in HK. I had a bad experience in our local airport, I can't believe my own kind could be such crooks. It was really embarrassing. But no matter how many crooks we have, I still love the Philippines.

K-ON!

2009-10-10T03:27:00.000-07:00

This my friends will certainly top my favorite Anime list. I just can't get over it and what I'm really happy about is that there's a season 2! So, I'm like "Banzai! Banzai!" all over. I'm just so in-love with the characters and one more thing that I really love about the Anime are the songs in it esp. Mio's. After school tea party rocks!

"Moe, moe, kyun~"

Crappy Moments

2009-10-09T12:03:00.000-07:00

What's with the title?
Well, I'm a bit on the emotional stage this days. Can't help it since I've been away for 6 months. I'm still a bum, unemployed, I'm getting fatter each day, I hate what happened to my hair, I miss my friends, and I don't know what's on the mind of every single person I'm with right now.. my life started to suck from the moment I stepped on this desert land called the "City Of Gold".
It's a curse I tell you. I tried everything I could like get a job but I guess some were just not right for me. I'm a tough one but there are days that I really break down and I don't know what to do and who to turn to. I know that God is there but there are more people who really needs his help.

Life is really gaining on me.
I'm getting older as the days go by.
People change but some don't.
Adjustments are needed.
Internet as your bestfriend.
Problems to absorb most days.
Change in my wallet.
Silent times.
It sucks!

Driving is the only thing that I do now and it's the only time that I guess that I can be me.
I'm thankful that I was given an opportunity to learn something that I should have learned a long time ago. At that time I'm able to socialize with different types of people, different personalities, different nationalities. Forget everything and be yourself.

I'm also thankful coz I was able to find old friends that I have not seen for over 10 years and yes, I'm starting to be happy!

Everything has it's reasons. No matter how much you complain, it's already on your book called "Life". Take it all and live it! In due time, everything will be at place.

Ga-rei Zero

2009-10-09T11:36:00.000-07:00

Two words for you, Yuri and Pocky!

Who in this world would not love the Tandem of Kagura and Yomi? This is an Anime mixed with everything. Gore, Pervs, Action, Summons, etc. you name it, you got it! Love it!

Back To Blogging

2009-10-09T11:26:00.000-07:00

It's good to be back.

Yikes! I can't believe I ignored this for I dunno how many months? It's a little up-to-date but bear with me, okay?

Yuri Manga Turned Series

2009-03-23T20:38:00.001-07:00

It's official. According to AnimeNewsNetwork there will be a new upcoming yuri series and what series are this?

One of my current favorite manga which is "Sasameki Koto" which is the tale of Murasame Sumika who is popular in high school for her excellence in the marks and sports. However, she has a secret: she is in love with her classmate Kazama Ushio. Ushio also has a liking to the love between girls, but she hasn't noticed Sumika's feeling and always been refused by other girls. You'll find the translated ones in dynasty scans or livejournal group daily_yuri. They have it there.

I'm so excited! Girls with glasses rule! I just love the simplicity and the realistic theme of Sasameki Koto. I Want to watch the real thing so badly!!

Anyway, the other one is "Aoi Hana" I've seen this in Lililicious, they have this for download. But I only read a few chapters. Anyway, it's about Fumi Manjoume and Akira Okudaria who were close friends when they were young, but when Fumi moved away, they lost contact. Ten years later, they meet again as high school freshmen. Although they find that things between them have changed, they try to help each other through hard times, and maintaining the new lives they've built without growing apart.

Sorry if I don't have much info. But I'd love to share this with you guys. Anyway, I got it all through anime sites.

Inserted pic is from Sasameki Koto. This is the official poster from their site http://www.sasameki.com/

Kaleidoscope World

2009-03-11T07:39:00.001-07:00

This is the lyrics of One of my Fave songs fr. Sir Kiko

Kaleidoscope World
Francis M

So many faces, so many races
Different voices, different choices
And some are mad, while others laugh
Some live alone with no better half
Others grieve while others curse
And others mourn behind a big black hearse
And some are pure and some half-bred
And some are sober and some are wasted
Some are rich because of fate
And some are poor with no food on their plate
Some stand out while others blend
And some are fat and stout while some are thin
And some are friends and some are foes
Some have some while some have most

Every color and every hue
Is represented by me and you
Take a slide in the slope
Take a look in the kaleidoscope
Spin it round, make it twirl
In this kaleidoscope world

Some are great and some are few
Others lie while some tell the truth
And some say poems and some do sing
And others sing through their guitar strings
Some know it all while some act dumb
Let the bass line strum to the bang of the drum
Some can swim while some will sink
And some will find their minds and think
Others walk while others run
You can’t talk peace and have a gun
Some are hurt and start to cry
Don’t ask me how don’t ask me why
And some are friends and some are foes
Some have some while some have most

To Sir Kiko, Mr. Francis M

2009-03-10T23:34:00.000-07:00

To Sir Kiko
To the one and only Master Rapper of the Philippines
You are truly an icon, an artist, and a true "makabayan"
The 3 Stars and a Sun will always shine
You have touched the lives of so many people with your craft and songs
You are truly a strong man who always carry a smile on his face even though your in a lot of pain
Your memories will stay forever in our hearts
Mr. Francis M
God is waiting and so is your Kaleidoscope world
Goodbye

T in Tagaytay

2009-02-21T01:57:00.000-08:00

My favorite place! Tagaytay which is said to be the 2nd summer capital of the Philippines besides Baguio. It takes about 2 and a half hours from my place to get there but it's not a problem because I'm used to long travels and we have our own SUV.

Anyway, Tagaytay is located in Cavite south from where I live which is in Bulacan. I enjoy the place because of the cool climate, fresh air, food and the great views. Taal lake is the main attraction of this place. Why? Coz in that lake you'll see the Taal Volcano which is the smallest volcano in the world, it's a volcano submerged under the lake so it looks small.

The first time I went there, there wasn't much to do, I mean they only had a small, crappy zoo and a picnic grove, so it's just the view you'll enjoy but now they improved. Besides the horseback riding, they had more shops, and the new attractions, the cable car and the zipline course. Tagaytay is really the best and most accessible place for me to go for some unwinding time.

Rabbit Doubt

2009-02-19T23:54:00.000-08:00

Doubt is one of the best online manga I've ever read. I like it since it's all bloody and stuff and the suspense is thrilling, you can't stop reading chapter by chapter. It still doesn't have an end but I'm waiting for it and I love the twist on the latest chapter. It really shocked me! I never expected such an event to happen. Thumbs up!

Maria†Holic

2009-02-19T00:50:00.000-08:00

I've been watching this Anime recently since it started and I also read the manga. Hilarious Anime! and what I'm after and what I like about this series is not only the twist but the fact that the protagonist Kana is a yuri perv and you don't see that a lot and believe me she nosebleeds like a real perv and another thing is she actually develops hives whenever a guy comes in contact with her.

Too bad the last episode sucks but the series is worth the laugh.

Zipline

2009-02-19T00:21:00.001-08:00

Instead of waiting for an hour for a 5 minute, crappy, cable-car ride, let's do this.

The Zipline!

Where the adrenaline rushes and our hearts thumpin'. This picture was taken right after the New Year. It's a tradition that we go out someplace with my cousins, aunts and uncles. This was my first time doing this and it was a lot of fun even for a short time.

PATAPON

2009-02-19T00:07:00.000-08:00

I spent 5 days finishing this game in my PSP, I didn't go 24 hours playing it you know, I'm not that addictive.
It's a really cute version of 300 as I see it.
How it goes? You just need to listen to the beat attentively, memorize and you need to have good finger work and you'll be done in no time.

Final Fantasy: Crisis Core

2008-08-14T07:19:00.000-07:00

As a Final Fantasy Fan, I badly wanted to play this and I did and it even made me cry in the end.
Zack is a funny man but I can't ignore the drama.
The beauty of Aerith was breathtaking and so is the handsomeness of Sephiroth even though he became evil.
Gameplay wasn't that bad even though it was only in a single player, one person play.
"Living legend, Cloud."

Godlike

2008-07-17T19:41:00.000-07:00

My favorite all-time pc game!

After classes you'll see me and my friends at the computer shop spending less than 8 hours playing, we even forget eating at times.

DOTA or Defense of the Ancients..

The feeling of winning against another team is unexplainable.

And It not only build friendship but teamwork too.

Rexxar ROAR!

Beach Junky

2008-07-16T07:20:00.000-07:00

This is the first time me and my relatives spent our reunion at the beach. I had fun, got drunk, I had an unforgettable headache, and Bataan's beach scenery was beautiful.

I'm very close to my relatives esp. with my cousins, we all have each others back. Though our ages differ from each other very highly we all still get along.

Hello Operator

2008-07-16T06:12:00.000-07:00

My Mom's jeepneys and it only has one name, Jumeirah. The name was derived in a place in Dubai, a place my father used to work and the place where I grew up. This vehicles Run from Bulacan to Quezon City. This vehicles are the main public transportations in the Philippines and I'm proud that we are one of those who are in business with it. Though it gives my mom a lot of headache but she's still happy with it, a lot of people benifited from our PUJs and it feels good to help those in need.

Paranoia

2008-07-15T09:51:00.000-07:00

Life..

I'm it's number 1 fan..

From my record of numerous heartaches and harsh experiences from life..

I had nothing but fake smiles, corny jokes and to die laughters..

That's all I can do.. Since, I don't want anybody worrying about me..

I just hid behind my smiles and laughters.. shed tears when no one is looking..

Stay in my room and sulk.. or just spend money on nonsense things..

I'm too emotional.. I've been down the dumps.. and it sucks when I think about it..

I never attempted suicide but I'ved hurt myself over the past..

Anway, it's all over..

I still keep myself motivated, no matter what happens..

Just have to face everything that comes into my life..

It's reality..

God gives you a situation and he watches over you..

He'll be saying,"I wonder what you'll be doing next?".

I just keep on saying to myself that it's a test..

And that I'm the only one who can solve it..

I rarely seek help but the truth is I need it..

I'm just too stubborn to realize it..

Damn life and the reality in it..

Kamote Ang Sagot

2008-07-15T06:29:00.000-07:00

Ang Kamote

Sabi nila masarap ang kamote

Mura na, mabubusog ka pa

Haayy

Ang kamote talaga ni kuya

Tinitinda sa tapat ng skwela

Ang Kamote

Pwedeng ilaga, i-kamote cue o simpleng pansahog sa paborito mong ulam

Sabi ni Presidente Arroyo

Bukod sa mais at saging

Ang kamote daw ay isang alternatibo para makatawid sa gutom

Tang-ina mo!

At ang kamote mo!

Ikaw kaya kumain ng kamote??

Araw-arawin mo ah

Tignan natin kung hindi ka purgahin

Oo, mahal na ang bigas

Pero sino ang may kasalanan nun?

May tax na nga

Dinagdagan pa ng e-vat

Salamat Recto

Talo ka tuloy sa pagka-senado

e-vat pala ah

Mukha mo!

Wag mo kaming gaguhin

Porke't kayo'y mayayaman

Sa normal na lipunan

Kanin ang kailangan namin kainin

Mahalaga ang kamote

Pero tayo ay Pilipino

Bigas ang kailangan natin

Kamote

Kahit mahirap ka i-digest

At gas forming ka pa

Salamat

The Good Life

2008-07-14T09:27:00.000-07:00

Just eat, drink and be merry.

Live life to your fullest!

Cold Heart

2008-07-14T00:18:00.000-07:00

My heart is the same as the weather here in my country. Cold.

Why, must you ask?

Simple.

It doesn't want to get hurt.

Nor to hurt any other heart.

It beats normally like others do.

It pumps blood throughout our body. Never ending until death.

The strongest muscle. But can also be the weakest.

It is weak. If you can't cry, it cries by itself. It feels heavy and you can't breathe.

Our brain is above the heart. Thus, if u think, it's not the heart that weakens but the brain.

But why does it hurt?

It's not our mind that feels uneasiness but our heart.

It has to be cold. My heart.

Need to breathe. Need not to feel. Need not to bleed.

If it melts, the ice that surrounds my heart.

It shall heal unconsciously.

But time would be the one to tell if when.

A New Beginning

2008-07-08T05:12:00.000-07:00

Blogging is the "new dear diary" sort of trend this days and I must say, it's quite useful.

I've tried this before on my friendster account but i kinda erased it all. It doesn't fit there.

Anyway, why it's useful?

Maybe because,

It let's a person express whatever he/she wants to express either to other people or just plain for himself/herself.

I'd like to express some of myself to others.

Like, life adventures, experiences, thoughts and feelings.

Blogging gives a feeling of relief for some people, it may be true because as for myself, it really gives me relief. It somehow lessens my worries because instead of keeping everything to myself, I use blogging to share my inner most thoughts or feelings to other blog readers. Some may think it's weird but you can't judge a person only by this.

It's useful especially if your all alone, sometimes hurting and got nobody to talk to and you have internet at home.

I have a lot of friends but there are still things that they can't understand about me. so, I'm using this as an alternative "friend".

Blogging can be very informative and at the same time amusing, you can either learn, cry or laugh from it.

Blog on!